Title: Near You Always --this world holds me still-- Part 6 of 19
Chapter Summary: Jensen reaches the crisis point.
Series Summary: When Jensen gets tired of soulless hotel rooms and moves in with Jared at the beginning of Season 2, the boys realize that what they feel for each other is much more complicated than friendship. As of this summer I am not writing fiction! Tinhats obsolete FTW!
Disclaimer: I said to Jared, "Jared," I said, "Do you see that sparkly pink box? It's full of candy and balloons. Would you like to make out with Jensen in it?" And Jared said, "My momma told me not to take candy from strange fangirls," and then he patted me on the head and sent me on my way. So despite my best efforts, the boys are still not mine.
Warnings: Chris/Steve, some drug use. It would be hypocritical of me to assume that the boys don't take advantage of the ridiculous availability of recreational drugs up here. It's like Amsterdam without the canals, I tell ya. They might not, of course, but it wouldn't be for lack of opportunity.
Rating: Like I been sayin', we're on our way to NC-17. Be patient, I'll get ya there.
Author's Notes: I've rewritten this chapter seven times. I'm still not happy with it, but I know quite a few people are patiently waiting for me to update, it's got the necessary plot points hit to get me to the next part, and I'm a poor judge of my own writing sometimes. So I'mma post it, and I trust you guys to tell me if it sucks. If it does, I'll start on rewrite # 8.